This is read from a comic..Cause I am some short of monster like the girl in the
story...(http://www.onemanga.com/Mahou_Sensei_Negima%21/107/01/)(http://www.onemanga.com/Mahou_Sensei_Negima%21/107/02/)
But not Just because of that make me unhappy.
>I am a monster
>Shouted at my friend
>Riding on other people friend
>Unable to tell what right and what wrong
>Leaving my friend behide
>Falling for someone that I shouldnt fall for
>Wasting Earth Reasource
>Making use of other
>Didn't promise other people thing
>Being stupid
>Being useless
>Being hopeless
>Relying on other people when I am no down
>Do something a son shouldn't do
>Do something that i shouldn't do when i ...Someone.
>Saying I don't Know.
>Tell Lie,Lying my friends for the past 4 year
And Many Many Many MOre.More till you can't Imaging.
Why I stop at Seventeen?
Cause I agree to myself,today when i was at the shopping centre.
My Coming up Seventeen birthday >>>It stand for what i done...A human shouldn't Do.Even a Monster Like me shouldn't do.
If someone know all the seventeen i Shouldnt do.You should be someone who really know me.I guess?
And someone i have been betray you for the last 1 or 2 or 3 or 4 or 5 or maybe even my hold life.
I am not sure why i was born,best not to be born.
I am just awaiting for my interesting unhappy way to end.or i might be reaching to all alike happy famillies.
My nature has fool everyone beside me,my Best friend my familly.everyone.
People hated me And people who mistood me also making the people who hated me become worst.
I can't wait for death more then anyone else.but I also cant wait for my happiness to come.
It so hard to decide things that I wanted.
I am too fanstesy.(i wonder i spell that right?) Still hiding in the world of comic and drama or adventure.
my world is a world that it hopless for me.
and the real world i Live in is not a world I should started on.
He once told me
"you die people will grief for you for 1 year and will forget you for the rest of your life"
It sould be encouraging word for me when he say that.
Cause that people suside beacause that they want people to regret.
But my case is different.I wanted people to forget about me not grief about.
but i just took his advise to stay and not to think of stupid stuff which i could be thinking every minute.
Cause of the listed SEVENTEEN word is enough to make me lost myself in this world.
Human really.
i wonder i am fit to be put in to that case eh?
(if i got spelling error.Sorry)
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